28.12.09

i so so enjoyed my christmas this year like never did before! (:

on christmas eve - christmas,
-had kfc with qq.
-he drove us to spans for vb @ indoor court.
-went to bpp to have dinner, long john silver.
-drove me back home to get my stuff & then to shengsiong to meet twin, jw, zx, gladys.
-to twin's house
(not supposed to stayover at twin's house but did!)
-mj-ed for a round.
-qq went for steamboat while fel & mingyao came.
-played something like 'whose the king'.
(loads of laugh-able videos)
-back to mj for 2 rounds i think.
(qq came back at that time)
-had a little blackjack session at a point of time.
-twin decided to jio qq to play mj!
(we are SO AMUSED by it)
-then came mingyao, while zx went to sleep.
(mingyao is amusing too, we had 2 entertainments)
-qq decided to come up with short story of the animals in mj's tiles.
(twin & i laughed like never before!)

love this christmas! (:

lamsoon today = good! cause alot of tricks & stunts + my service, best! heheh. oh, alot of smelly people who hooked up with 'mr bai tai' too!

thurs would be a good day this week! :D

82days&stillcounting.

13.12.09

so long since i saw huishi & sam ng!
went to have lunch with them @ ikea
meatballsss..
tried their chicken wings & daim cake. not bad, its nice!
then bus down to town.
went to wheelock to repair huishi's (she have no idea how to use) phone which sam changed most of the things for her. since she just got it back, we also heard the classic ringtone! *same as pork's*
looked at onitsuka, so cute but expensive shoe!
head down to borders which miss goh hui shi, cant decide what to buy, toured around the same section over & over again & finally make a borders' card + bought a book which wasnt at the section she toured like crazy.
borders = books = book's aura = sleepy!
after shes done, we went for my favourite!!! which i have been craving since great eastern @ kallang leisure park.
YOGURU! <3
still love it! though the one at tangs' basement doesnt have fruity pebbles topping! ):
maybe i should have add oreo crumbs to it. :D
oh, i didnt went to visit twin in the end! cause i was too lazy :x & that means, i missed her in pink! PINK! :D i await your photos, twin!

tomorrow = ME1's paper = gg!

67days&stillcounting.

08.12.09

the world i see when my specs are down.

its like alot alot of colourful miniature fireworks!
theres red
green
white
yellow
orange
and other loooooong (in terms of length) fireworks here & there.

this remains me of the phrase "do not judge a book by its cover". maybe its better to just see the surface of everything instead of finding out the in-dept of it as the truth always hurt, doesnt it? would life be better on the surface or deep down?

had first lesson of jap today for IS! its weird but its really fun with people you know, especially sebas & kel! love the number part. and theres this weekly quiz which made it worse for the first lesson because our next lesson is the first tues of next year! sounds super duper long right! oh! i know i definitely cant live without my HIRAGANA CHART!

im stuck with studying for CT! i so cant concentrate on thermo just now in the library!
good thing: my ct ends earlier, which is on monday, tuesday, wednesday.
bad thing: its CONSECUTIVE.

62days&stillcounting.

27.11.09

sigh,
to polympics.
to the weather.
to me being bored.
to the fact that tomorrow is holiday.
to me craving for yoguru.
to everything...
every single thing.

25.11.09

woke up slightly late today & gave a miss for em3b.
just no feel!
having a week of e-learning made it worse, on going to school.
polmypics is fun, if youre playing that is.
if not, itouch or anything related is fun-ner. :D

i wanna eat yoguru! ):
anyone wanna go tangs with me?
like, awhile & then we head home. lol!

cant wait till friday! holiday (:

49days&stillcounting.

22.11.09

today is a waste of my time day!
though i finished my flash mini project!
a (: to a ):
whatever. tomorrow will be a better day! definitely.
i want log cake for christmas.
strawberry yogurt & julie's peanut butter biscuit.
nice! :D
cheer up!

46days&stillcounting.

20.11.09

rain rain rain rain! big big rain! heavy heavy rain!
& thanks to that, np is flooded! though i guess, its not just np. today's the heaviest rain ever & its raining whole day long + whole week long too.

e-learning this week is boring~ though i get to sleep more than usual :D

44days&stillcounting.

07.11.09

tired tired! @.@
this whole week is vb vb & more vb. but didnt really have a proper training due to the rain! it has been raining cats & kittens especially evening, when we have training! went to fairfield's indoor sports hall to have training, me like the feel :D
i hope next week & going's weather would be nice!
this week's picture!

fairfield's indoor sports hall :D

lydia's pretty new vb shoes
@kj's house


the cat very cute!

31days&stillcounting.

30.10.09

oh man! ever since school started, im so tired after reaching home! yawn~ & to make it worse, my legs are aching whenever i start to run. faster get well soon & dont ache so i can go running! (:
today's training, fun fun. especially the first match. ran 3 rounds before training, 3rounds during training, & 2 rounds after training. so 8 rounds in total!

corrupted things happened today, so corrupted that looks can be deceiving! so, dont judge a person by its appearance! you'll never know what might happen the moment you turned away.

to joc: CHEER UP! :D

23days&stillcounting.

27.10.09

vincent took training today & it was fun! (: enjoyed it. but during matches, just anyhow only! dont know what i playing though. went to mac & ate evm, so i can play with the monopoly :D at least it was worth it, cause i worth a snack treat? i forgot what is it called! HAHA!

oh yeah, boey's lesson = B O R I N G ! & he loves to answer/explain things that are not related to what we asked. dots! most of the time in the end, we still dont get what we asked. wore my new flats i bought from rubi & it gave me blisters! like 3 on each foot! the back, the left & the right!
lesson is @ 8am later! hope i can wake up! :/

why cant reception be better anywhere so that any phone can pick up anything easier! rahhh to whatever! ):

20days&stillcounting..

26.10.09

kj & pork picked me up @ my house, then gladys @ kap to his house for mj! you must really see the way kj & pork sit in kj's family car. funny! like some underage kid(kj) trying to drive his parent's car with a primary school boy(pork). LOL! was late for ls, cause zx tiao zeng at a wrong time for many times somemore.
vb @ ls today = no feel! jiayou stef chua!

my brother was digging for food to eat, when he found this, inside the biscuit tin!

oh yeah, attended 3 days of GE at kallang leisure park/mall somewhat last weekend. theres this game in xy's itouch & i found something coolness in it! :D

it looks like my ear studs! which broke ): but still love that! (:

things seem so different, somehow. am i the only one not catching up to reality?

19days&stillcounting.

23.10.09

first week of school is approaching its weekend soon! been so tired these 4 days! falling asleep, & finally, my 4 ulcers are forming a union :D they signed a treaty & form an alliance! they're on the way to merge! so im happy cause of that... & that only! (:
tired tired :/ shall go to sleep soon, lesson @ 9am later.

days are passing by so slowly
day16&stillcounting!

22.10.09

3rd day of school, & im still late! haha. but at least im getting earlier each time, instead of worst! lesson for first week is so boring as usual, especially marine engineering, dont get a single thing at all. went to town after zx ended his class. see discuss & leave heeren, went cine, see discuss & leave num shop, eat kfc, see discuss & after a long consideration by joc, we ( or should i say jw, sebas & joc ) finally bought their slippers!
hula & co @ cine, stadium @ ngee ann city, rubi @ ion, adidas @ ion. then home we go. bought a flats @ rubi! BUT still couldnt find the red adidas sb i want though, which i saw like months ago @ adidas shop @ ngee ann city which has closed down already!
em3b's lecturer is scary @.@ cant be late later already! gosh!

day15&stillcounting!

21.10.09

i am so slacking big time & its only the second day of school! IS today = download cs4.rar & go home.. maybe + eat lunch. then head down to school for training! my legs are still aching, & i dont know why. i dont like it! i cant run after training!! ):
town later.
town later.
town later.

day14&stillcounting!

20.10.09

blah blah blah. first day of school, & im late! reached school & just nice, first lesson ended! somemore they completed 1 chapter of MOL! sian sian sian! im growing even fatter D: cause school starts = eat more + snack more! & please get well soon, my 4 ulcers! im dying of pain cause of you, & neither do i want to give you salt, cause i will die even more! thank you, so get well! i want to work work work too!! theres so many things i wanna do but i cant! training was fun today, but i just couldnt get my steps right! only ran 4 rounds today cause got debrief! tomorrow will be a better day, right? say it will be! (: i hope..

day13&stillcounting!

19.10.09

finally work ends for great eastern, but that means the end of holiday & the start of school tomorrow! ): i didnt enjoy my sleep yet! tired tired @.@ yoguru is nice & theres the new outlet @ tangs if not wrong. (:

day12&stillcounting!

18.10.09

2nd day of work for great eastern @ kallang leisure park. the food for the 1st day was nicer! though breakfast for 2nd day was nicer. HAHA! and today was abit boring, there was lesser people compared to friday. the peak hour totally got no people, like a few here & there only! & as usual at about 4+, its freaking boring! as if not a single soul came to get their shirt! tomorrow's gonna be a busy day! cause alot of numbers aint taken yet~ & there will only be kel, me, xy & ali going tomorrow. the rest arent free + prefer to sleep at home. jw & rest is coming back from genting tomorrow too :D joc is gonna be so happy to see HER jiedi. ate pastamania just now! but didnt enjoy the food as much, cause my ulcers are bad, really really bad.
alright, i guess im tired. time to head to bed. (:

day11&stillcounting!

17.10.09

just a shit day with fuck up people.

day10&stillcounting!

16.10.09

big nua, small nua. so sleepy! shall go sleep sooon! gotta wake up damn early for great eastern tomorrow! night :D

day9&stillcounting!

15.10.09

happy belated birthday xy! :D

went to suntec to "surprise" xy & had pot luck picnic inside suntec itself cause the rooftop garden was wet. anyway its cooling inside too, air con! so many foods that we cannot finish & so wasted! i feel like eating its curry & bee hoon & sausages & nuggets & potato salad & mee goreng & fishballs & wedges & fried rice & pizza, like everything there is! oh man! q, why you in army! why deepavali on friday & not today, lol! had loads of time, so we arcade-d then head to the movie. watched 500days of summer, just one waste money can! alot of us falling asleep during the movie. cut the cake after the movie, then ky & ks went to play stacker!(stacko). major prize = ps3! they almost won can! like missed 1 box. then head to zx house for mj! win 21, so means if that q dont mind, he can have his treat! lol.
pot luck picnic was fun! (: love the food especially!
regatta tomorrow, im looking forward & hope its fun!

day8&stillcounting!

14.10.09

;jw - i never emo! just very sian! HAHA! (:

sleep late = oversleep! rush rush rush myself, then went down to meet joc who is picking me up to bpp to have breakfast @ macdonald & meet sebas too! (going to mac @ bpp for last minute breakfast = thumbs up up up!) & thats because 2 hotcakes with sausages meal consists of 2 hotcakes with sausages + 4 hashbrowns + 4 teas + 1 coffee(free from evm). isnt it awesome! :D bpp's mac is actually very generous, so go there & eat more often, people! joc & me so didnt regret having breakfast! yum yum (: head down to sheng siong after that to meet steph to buy nuggets & wedges, cant wait to eat it! just grow fat & roll tomorrow!

roll roll roll myself, rowing down the slope~

went to meet zx then back to bpp to buy bubble tea & a little something that took 20min then steph left for home to go out with her jiemei to town. went to zx house & play around abit, ate some of his fried rice(nice!) then head off for training. thank god for the weather! (: i got the feel to play vb more than yesterday! :D & my services, mostly can serve over, just one happy!
trainers & comm had a long long briefing, so i ran 11rounds today! i like that number :D thats why i stopped at 11, lol! but after that, fat back! ate almost 12pcs of nuggets, whahahaha! okay, whatever. lol! jiayou joc! (:

day7&stillcounting!

12.10.09

sunday-
went to china square to meet wk & try spinelli's coffee. quite nice :D but i will like it more if theres more caramel~ sweet sweet! i like :D then had early dinner with him & walked around to buy egg tarts(i still think the diamond shaped one is nicer!), felt like a tourist. lol! and thanks for the treat on that day (:

the cup pretty!

monday-
today just one sian can! i dont know if its the weather or me.. just no feel to play vb, very low the atmosphere.. gotta meet steph & joc & gladys & zx & i dont know still got who tmr early morning to sheng shiong! i feel like eating alot of things recently! but very fattening! BUT! cannot resist! lol!! tomorrow, i shall try to run 6 rounds! then maybe i'll consider eating err, macspicy? :D *weather be good tomorrow, alright!* (:

21min more to..

day6&stillcounting!

12.10.09

shall update later! :D time to sleep, night! (:

day5&stillcounting!

11.10.09

sleeping was too good! so i ended up not going to the market with my mom & that is why my fried beehoon no more! it became congee instead, anyway still nice. went to meet huishi @ jurong point for dinner, pepper lunch! yummie! :D then as usual, my craving starts! ate yami yogurt & chocolate waffles + bought egg tarts & went to huishi's house to slack before going home on my last bus! glad i met you today, miss goh! lets meet up more often & try different kind of food! jurong point is full of FOOD!

day4&stillcounting!

10.10.09

rotted at home! sooooooo boring! should have went to eat bk with them @ whooooooper bar!

day3&stillcounting!

08.10.09

wah wah wah! my 3rd bua-s liao! lol! all on the right side somemore, i just realise! 2 on the knee - both on the right side, and 1 on the elbow - right side too! just one chui can! the 3rd bua-s occurred at the indoor hall! just do stunts, want use leg receive far ball, end up slip & fall! just one dirty + slippery! haha. so yeah, lol!
didnt sleep for 1 whole night, so tired now suddenly! guess im turning in soon. have fun & take care of yourself too! (:

day2&stillcounting!

08.10.09

woke up late late, went to kj's house late late & ate lunch late late too, zinger is nice! didnt mj much, even though mj from kj's house to zx's house. lol. last round played till late late also, just even later but not enough leg only. kj's house had mirror like joc's house too! took photos, but my camera just one chui only, dont know why!
then went to find Q. hehe, botak :D swing swing swing~ then i hungry lOl! so he drove me around to look at coffeeshops, was craving for those fried beehoon then.
1st to jelapang
2nd to gombak
3rd to batok
4th to yuhua village
5th to near jurong swimming complex & that was when his van throw tantrum! LOL! dont want to unlock, no matter how many times he & i press the button even mass wack too. use key to unlock van also will have siren! just one chui can. haha! but heng, board the van that time, the lock suddenly can work! lol. took awhile to settle it & we almost thought we're gonna get stuck there! just one sian!
6th to pioneer & on the way there, suddenly craved for kway chap! so called gladys cause her house downstair coffeeshop got, and not bad too! she just reject my jio to jio her for supper lor! say, wrap up her hair and fu her mask and go down eat kway chap = scare people, just go down only! lol! since Q remembered jurong west had fried beehoon, we made a trip there, no harm anyway. if really never open, then..
7th = bishan! NOT.
beehoon there not bad, i almost wanted to try congee + beehoon LOL! ordered fried beehoon & dimsum! just one itchy craving lor, end up order too much, so Q ate most of it! :D && i guess its thank god, for my mom slept early! she didnt called me at all after i met Q & my phone died on me too after eating (: chit-chatted & yeah, enjoyed myself, pb! just too bad, for what i told you over sms. before leaving, we were hoping the unlock will work if not just one malu only! just heng heng, it worked! :D had a one last hug before we separate, so 2weeks later & still counting down (: take care!

day1&stillcounting!

07.10.09

the little things you said..
i am holding firm no more.

05.10.09

went to cut hair before heading down to town for movie, shorts @ cine! not bad not bad, haha. then to school for training we go :D today got more feel than last week! lol. and i ran(or should i say JOG) 8 rounds today!!!
im glad youre feeling better, and alright now. (:
and for tmr's plan.. hmm, zx house for mj? haha! and i really like my new hair :D :D :D and thanks joc for the ride home!

05.10.09

pwoooooof! (:

03.10.09

you..
tell me, what can i do
to revert the situation to how its used to be?
dont isolate yourself,
dont keep it to yourself,
say it, can you?
its not gonna be any better if youre not gonna say it..
its getting worse,
each time.
;q

03.10.09

just came back from bpp @ mcd, had breakfast w joc, zx & pork! (: took loads of photos @ joc's house while waiting for time to pass as jw & kj had a little good rest :D camwhoooooore! hehe.
i wonder how are you actually, truthfully.
dont mislead me anymore w nothing.. nothing is just your excuses but you just wont tell
please be okay, quack.
joc came to pick me up before going to panjang to fetch zx, lydia, yj, pork, kj then tpy for lunch w jw & jolene too. her car become 9 seaters can! and we watched zhong ji san guo on tv which showed a car, about half her size, squeezing 9 people(i think) inside! LOL. watch it & you will know :D so as usual, mj time! didnt expect to reach home so late, since we sort of cap ourselves to 11.30pm actually. sorry pb, i thought we leaving at 1130, but we didnt. lol! oh yeah, the cute thing = joc's house is the only house you can play a bonus round of "fa cai" round. LOL! we did
try one round, quite funny, but waste time though, so we continued playing the normal wind. and me win "xiao san yuan" today! first time. :D shall upload most of the pictures on facebook!

(aftermath)mcd's breakfast @ bpp

joc's mj tiles! (part1)

joc's mj tiles! (part2)

"fa cai" feng!

02.10.09

a time machine, i needed that badly. but what has been done, has already been done. i guess, i will be stuck there for a long long time while youre moving on. i hope no more..
to be with you, its a blessing, i felt it but i took it for granted.. so i lost it.

-wed-
spectated a mj session at pork's house. lol. ks so lucky as usual! then head down to cwp for sakae buffet with volleyballers! (: yummie but very full! cant go clubbing with steph, else i'll join her! im still craving for baileys.. KJ! :D faster go oversea, and buy a bottle of baileys(original) back! haha, thank you in advance! (: then head over to zx house for mj. the funny thing = 8 people share to play mj. lol. imagine, 4 people per wind, so altogether got 16 people! hahahah! didnt feel like cabbing home, and dont feel like going home either so yeah, stayed at zx house watched liar game till about 6.15 then go home! oh yeah, pork pork won 13yao!

cant go to malaysia tomorrow with gladys so it will be jocelyn's house instead! (: for mj, like again! holiday = mj for us! but i like.. :D i like her tiles.. and i still havent show it to steph yet! the photos i took! ran 6rounds today with kel, my pace! lol, and i ran it all! hehe. im gonna be having more muscle aches~ oh dear!

01.10.09

shall sleep in a while's time (:
sushi was awesome!
but i still like steamboat more!

and,
happy children's day people! :D

29.09.09

ahhhhh! vb chui siol! my estimation chui liao can, dig ball also chui, everything also chui! spike balls just pew pew all the way only, if not kena wrist. just one sian only can! sigh! anyway, i ran almost 6 rounds today! im proud of myself :D first time run almost 2.4 without stopping can, though i dont know how long i took, haha! mj-ed before going for training @ jocelyn's house. pretty tiles!! LV one can! and talk about that, i forgot show ks & steph the tiles i took pictures of! tmr tmr tmr! i hope i can remember, hehe (:

tmr mj again! but @ pork house instead, lol. then, sakae buffet after that! been so long since i ate sushi! (: especially, salmon sashimi! yum yum! and i want sit with jw! cause he knows how to hide food pretty well, HAHAHA! :D me want tian tian steamboat too! when can we have that?
oh oh! i shall go try my bakerzin's snow skin mooncake! yay! (:

28.09.09

love drunk is nice! makes me wanna drink baileys, haha! anyway, today vb is chui! just one sian, dont know why! sigh.. and im limiting myself to next tues! for now, (:

27.09.09

"if its yours, no matter what, it will still come back to you."
its all fated, you cant run nor can you hide.

this, i heard it a lot, no matter who is it for. if its yours, it will be. if not, no point holding on to it. you'll be the one suffering in the end. so.. i guess, its time to let go. i do not know how and what to do, never did i know. be firm with what you've decided, remember that? maybe, we just dont have the fate to be together. so relax, and put everything that has ended aside and cool down. you should, you really should. it'll definitely be better, right? (:


went to ls today! im still craving for vb matches though.. my service is like -_- cause, most of it is ball smack over the white belt, then heng heng bounce over! and i gotta moveeeeeeee!! just pu the floor only! jiayou stef chua! anyway, shall keep myself busy, like what gladys said else i would anyhow think! so, mj at kj's house tmr @ 11am before training! training is at 6pm though, so i think maybe can mj gao gao! depends (:
jiayou quack, jiayou my love, <3

26.09.09

things just seems to pass so fast, that i cant seems to keep up to it. neither am i catching up to it. time really waits for no man, its only a matter of days but im still running away from it.. just call me chicken or pussy, whatever. i wont deny it either, cause its a fact. im missing you a whole lot, still loving you, today made me realize that. the sight of the sky, the time that passes by, memories of the past similar to then, the actions that i was holding back, all was there except you. it aint easy, but will there be another chance? another chance to prove to you that it will be better, for you and for me, especially myself. its all about me, my problems and i.

happy birthday to seah buang buang again! (: i dont know wish you how many times, but just wish only! maybe the more wishes we wish you, the more your wishes will come true! hehe (: jiayou zx! a good friend indeed, turned 18 and still growing! sure took you long enough just to go home even though your mom called you! :D hope you enjoy yourself today! and dont let the caterpillar eat your new phone away ._.

23,09.09

went to sentosa to sun-tan today with steph and gladys!
fun fun (:
the sun's pretty good today and its very windy too!
im chao ta!
then went to have dinner, shop around with them and off we go..
things at home, aint the same anymore.

its all my fault, and i deeply regretted,
that things happened this way.
i wasnt there for you when you need me.
all i did was just stand by there and cry, that was all i did.
i was useless then,
even now, im still useless, till the end it will still be.
i can no longer step forward anymore,
no more.
because i dont want this to happen to you ever again.
to get stuck there
and to not move on,
i do not know what else anymore.
im sorry.

22.09.09

jiayou stef! (:

19.09.09

roadshow is so boring!
but its cause theres nothing for us to do.
bleah!
gotta tahan for the $$!
pfft!
and i cant go to clarke quay's bk to eat drumlets!
cause today is korkor's birthday!
teehee..
so old :D
like..
erm..
like..
8years older.. than me,
8 + 19 = 27!!
:D :D
happy birthday! (:

and i miss you today ._.
i dont know what to do now though :/

17.09.09

i feel feel feel x 1000000 so bad!
i didnt mean to say you joyce!
SORRY!
im really sorry today ):

16.09.09

wendy jiejie quoted, "letting go, is not giving up. its just accepting that somethings arent meant to be".
i agree.. but nonetheless,
letting go aint easy either.

i hope everything will be alright..
jiayou stef!

16.09.09

It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry
It's funny how forever never seems to last
It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past
It's funny how when you need someone they never are around
It's funny how people change and think they're so much better
It's funny how many lies are packed into one love letter
It's funny how one night can contain so much regret
It's funny how you can forgive but not forget
It's funny how you always strives for the best and yet everything does not turn out the way you want it to be
It's funny how ironic life turns out to be

But the funniest part of all, is none of them seems funny to me.

credited to yj.

16.09.09

silly girl!
stop crying, alright!

16.09.09

): sorry.. i suck.

16.09.09

sigh..

16.09.09

i just dont know what the f is your problem?
youre giving me the attitude,
as if i have been showering late these few days.
im telling you, i didnt!
today was just the first time ever since so long ago that i showered so late.
its not like, you've been irritated by me not showering recently.
instead of saying something like, quickly go shower, you smelly pig or whatever..
you chose to pick a fight..
i know you dont like the fact that i shower late, cause its dirty and i always nua..
but at least, after im done with my stuff,
im going to shower right?
its not like im not going to shower.
so, i just dont know what is your problem today.

15.09.09

me love you whole lots!
<3
shall not anyhow think anymore!
no more!
:D

aww man!
the interview just changed from 4 to 6 or earlier!
we're soooooo gonna be late for training!
):
stuck at home..
40min more!

oh oh, i cant wait for steamboat with vballers too!
and this fri-sun's roadshow.
$_$
then can have more steamboat (:

15.09.09

AHHHHHHH!
STEF CHUA!
YOU THINK TOO MUCH THIS TIME!!!
its nothing!
(:

14.09.09

gladys wong!

im fucking fucking pek cek!
how can someone be so &#$^@*&^$&#@$!!!!!!
things are there because there is a reason, no matter how stupid the reason might be..
be it, just imitating people..
is it that hard to just say it out?
its like damn irritating can..
ZZZ!!

you know what i mean,
right pb? :D

02.09.09

im going zx's house later!
lets maple!!
HAHAHA!
okay, maybe mj.
it depends :D

i think i've been going out everyday ever since exams ended,
and its alot of vb vb vb + dating
woohoo!
oh man, why didnt i join vb during sec school!
darn!

lets forget the irritable! (:

27.08.09

1 more paper to go!
SOM SOM SOM!
i hope youre as easy as aug07 paper, section A & B!
please please please!

na2 own me...
how sad!
i think my ship will sink if you ask me to calculate for your ship..
lol!

vb and playing of maple after my paper end! (:
i'll be able to see you too! :D

❤ & kisses!

24.08.09

the first time i cried because i was happy..
really really happy,
on that particular day.

but now,
its over.. everything is.

23.08.09

sigh ):

23.08.09

yay!
spt down! (:
2 more to go.

i hope it goes somewhere when everything ends!

21.08.09

i dont get it,
not a single thing.

its way too complicated,
i dont think i can think and see in a different angle..
just dont understand,
not even a bit of it.

18.08.09

i <3 steph's house :D

16.08.09

omg pb!
i forgot to post! LOL!

happy 18th birthday pb!

and jiayou ah.
LOL!
just only :D

20.08.09

i just got grounded stupidly!
LOL!
okay, this sucks~
time to do some som till tmr then chiong spt!
sigh..
SPT!

15.08.09

happy 18th birthday joyce! :D

09.08.09

happy 44th national day singapore! (:

went to buy ingredients for picnic in the afternoon
and i was late lah!
lol.. i think i left my house at 2 when im supposed to meet them at 2 at botanic garden!
anyway, its really hot today!
but photo taking was fun!
i think we took like..
hundreds and hundreds of it!

lois made it for the picnic!
so there was joyce nic vic lois and me!
:D
huishi got a wake to attend so she cant make it till dinner time.
there was this pretty cool thing that tells time depending on the position of the sun..
and i like nicole's cupcakes especially the icing..
its soooo just nice~

then we head down to suntec to meet huishi then to aston!!
its really nice and cheap can!
really really cheap and its filling..
haha!
then nicole couldnt buy films anywhere cause the photo shop was close!
i think we rushed to ritz hotel for fireworks..
we only caught the last few,
but its really niceeeee!!
O.O *eyes grow big big!*
then we head down to esplanade for photo massive again!

i dont like the way to esplanade..
everywhere is blocked heavily..
gahhh~
we had to cut through marina square and first level was heavily human jammed!
saw billy, zhengjie, changwen & some vballers at marina square & esplanade.
went home after that with vic & nic.

i like photo takings!
its really fun!!
:D
sentosa + up movie tmr!
and i cant wait to see you too! (:

08.08.09

i realise i have been sleeping very late this few days lah!
then im like tired somewhat in the evening - night..
after shower, im awake again!
ki siao can, my body alarm..

anyway, woke up and went to quack's house to wake him up!
he alsoooooo nua!
still say me nua uh!
then i ate cheesecake!! the one shiqi and gang made yesterday! haha.
the biscuit not enough butter!
cause the bottom part crumble liao..
maybe must add sugar in also :D
anyway, its still nice!

then its movie selection time!
gi joe was sold out lah, *dont count the very front seats + single seats*
cathy & gv sold out
):
so we ended up in lido classic..
haha!
but 2 hours passed by very fast!
its not the super duper nice kind but it just aint boring..
i guess theres very little talking
and loads of actions!

we met steph on the bus on the way to town.
lido's medium popcorn is huge!
they sells h2O sparkling too!
haha.
went to ion to walk walk after that, to check out what is there to eat.
its really messy!
cause theres like alot of splitting path..
and theres alot of people too!
so we ended up in the place he wanted to bring me to eat,
which is................
sakae's pasta shop @ wheelock place
the onitsuka very cute :D
anyway, LOL! the food not bad, the side dish: cheezy chicken NICE!
the chicken damn tender can~
and i saw brenda while eating! LOL!

side dish: cheezy chicken
main side: soft shell crab pasta & unagi soup pasta
beverage: mandarin peach ice blended

we went to cine to see see look look after that go home!
from wheelock to cine to heeren and back to far east..
not that far lah actually.
haha!

and dig in movie title = digital
HAHAHA QUACK! :D

and gladys!
though good and enjoying day BUT!
zhen de bu shuang!
you know you know! lol..

07.08.09

making cheesecake day @ quack's house!
though alicia had some stuff and gotta go back home first..
so it ended up,
shiqi joyce kel ky quack xy did the cheesecake.
while gin shawn gladys and zx was mj-ing!
haha.
i had my mj too!
but that was before their round..
then i went to sleep!
but i was abusively wack and i woke up..
sad right!
and that abuse wacker is a duck!
pain~ T.T

anyway, cheesecake was done really fast, but it takes 6hours to set
so it'll be done at like... 2.30 in the morning!
lunch was yummie, but dinner was yummier! :D
i like! haha.

on the way home, joyce & sebas was forgotten!
haha!
toured panjang like 2rounds i think.
:D

01.08.09

osim triathlon run!

this time we did bike marshal instead!
though we wanted to do water point cause can play! :D
but then the good thing is we get to go back earlier than water point people!
haha.
and there was this cute japanese guy,
in a way that he cycle with portable bicycle!
damn cute can!
you can see he was trying so hard to cycle lah!
but i think he didnt finish it.
but anyway,
nice try! :D

i remembered a primary school game!
but im stucked at a step
that neither quack and i know what to do next!
darn!
._.

anyway, i like tp's toilet!
its really goooooooood :D

30.07.09

i guess the weather's fine now.
the storms are over,
and clouds are slowly clearing up.

its gonna take some time..

29.07.09

if i could say my last to you, and put it all behind..
i would like to tell you that,

im sorry for stepping into your life,
and
everything that i've caused.

28.07.09

因为对你还有感觉，所以很期待的想看见你
可是同时，因为所发生的事，
我便害怕于不敢面对你。

i feels like a loser cause i cant face you at all!
im a big fat ass loser!

25.07.09

what are friends you mentioned to be,
when it feels like i've just lost one instead?

what is consider normal to you,
and not to feel awkward when youre treating me like this?

you can say that nothing is wrong,
but the way you act is another thing, isnt it?

24.07.09

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere

08.07.09

i dont know why im still having connection at home
but whatever it is
:D
im happy!

everytime

07.07.09

i think im gonna be internet-less at home for this whole week!
gosh!
i think can die without connection!
makes me wanna camp in school even longer till the connection is back!
lol.

05.07.09

i held my tears back on the last walk of funeral while i witness those who cried.
throughout the whole 5 days,
it wasnt good.
because im tearing for the wrong reason,
that very reason..
i feel bad for my grandpa but its just in my head,
to have it colliding with yours,
im sorry
because im the one causing it.

so i guess,
its gonna take a longer time than what i expected,
because youre the first i remembered when i woke up..
neither food,
nor toilet,
i dont know why..
all i know for now is that, its not gonna be an easy one.
im hoping time will pass faster,
because i know the things i'll be doing sooner or later would be unfair to you..
or should i say mean?
maybe its just me..
but i hope you would not mind because its not on purpose.
and i thank you for everything you've given to me which i took it for granted..
thank you so much!
its my fault afterall so.. (:

stefanie chua is soooo gonna get over it!
dont think so much.
SMILE SMILE SMILE!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)
:D :D :D :D :D
(: (: (: (: (: (: (:
thank you steph, gladys, alicia because i know you'll be there when i need you.
and of course km waikin ky for all you've done.
thank you so much people!

03.07.09

"it takes 2 hands to clap"
its nostalgic to see this again

everything that has been mentioned, its the same..
its like a cycle,
whereby you'll see the same view over and over again no matter how much or how fast you cycle.
maybe once in awhile, you'll get to see something new out there..
something like a rainbow, newly added to that view of yours
that will be the little change you'll see as you go on.

to give is to receive
are you willing to wait in return for something you want that might take durations to happen?
or
will you give up and choose another way out?

to compromise
to change for the better
to go on like this..
how long will it take?

02.07.09

thank you alicia for the cheesecake!
its really nice!
where you bought it? :D
lets go bakerzin next time!

01.07.09

the part that _____ the worse,

is the most important one
touch it,
feel it,
and never let go of it,
no matter how it is
because..
its in human's nature to regret it once we lost it

29.06.09

maybe im tired.
cause im thinking weirdly now,
how i wish things didnt happen that way for you
how i really wish..
goodnight.

28.06.09

went for orientation at jurong safra gym with gladys
and we were late!
its pretty & big that place.
lets go visit the kids amaze(i think) next time.
it looks damn funny can!
its really big too! i think its about 2 storeys high!
staff there are nice too for today wise, haha.
ended our orientation at 2.15 before we head to jp for subway
oven roasted chicken breast is yummie!

took mrt then 52 then 851 down to bugis
maybe to NLB first
spend alittle time there reading book before finding quack who ends work at 8
walked around alittle, but since i've school the next day,
we cant watch movie even if we want!
so sad D:
but quack is nice enough too!
since i didnt wanna go back home early, i went to his house to slack and watch a&d!

and sorry alicia!
didnt manage to go down to ls, if only i knew you would definitely be making your way down..
would have bought cheesecake and rush down with quack.
anyway, i'll be looking forward to seeing you in school!
:D

love you baby!
love you for letting me have an enjoying day!
love you for everything you've done!
and please take care of yourself, alright!

26.06.09

im so freaking tired!
my eyes are like "close the damn freaking eyes lid!"
anyway, im back from stayover + chalet.
haha.
went to quack's house to stay for.. 2 days 2 nights
main purpose is to watch movie!
but we only managed to watch 3 only, then gg. lol
-night at the museum 2
-bedtime stories
-xin fu kuai le (i think)
i need to guard myself if i ever go his house again!
and why stayover = tiao kia sia..
stupid bandung and barley zz..
lOl.

after that went to class chalet for maybe about 1 day 1 night.
-enjoyed the bbq, the hot dogs & chicken wings & most of all, marshmallow!
-watched alittle of mj
-watched alittle of blackjack
-played alittle of asshole tai di
-played a whole night of ah tan's itouch!
-entertained myself with itouch that i didnt sleep!
-no space anyway, haha.
-so fun :D touch touch touch~
yeah, thats about it.
ate breakfast with ky & gladys @ mcd!
i missed the breakfast so much!
then took 88 to bishan & 52 back home..
im so damn full now~

and poor baby!
fell down from the bus ._.
its not even a day after you left me and you injured yourself!
T_T

23.06.09

something of the past that we played during fnn coursework in the lab during sec 5!
and this is what i found while playing..
lOl can!
anyway, its a nice game :D

22.06.09

to be or not to be..

i just dont know how long more i can still take it.
maybe km is right,
but i just cant do it.
thats all i know....

21.06.09

its been so long since i woke up this early to attend something.. or do something.
even during sec sch, i dont wake up this early too.
took 187 down to zh pri then met sebas, zx, xy, kj, yz, ran, yj, jh & jw to take 966 down to marina then! walk to ecp.
sounds long!
took the water point @ futsal with xy, kj & zx.
gladys & ky, yz @ bowling alley.
jw, yj, jh, ran & sebas @ beach netball.
the sun is so strong today, that i got a tan at my back of the neck lah!
chui can..
after the whole event ended,
the guys went to kick some futsal before having dinner at bk.
cabbed down to lamsoon
then played all the way till lights off!
even though i didnt bring my shoe along.
soooooooo tired today!
felt like i was almost dying on the way back home.

anyway,
life's so tough when things happened.
and it always do.

20.06.09

i wish i could say i've enjoyed myself today,
unfortunately.. i didnt.
with things that are happening now,
if i said i actually enjoyed myself,
im definitely lying.
i really wish i did though..
afterall, it has been so long since i met the 2 of you.
theres so much to catch up on.
i wish i did join in the fun too, but i cant bring myself to.
its all in the head,
everything that im afraid of..
every single thing.

20.06.09

it would be nice,
if one particular day, it was raining
me and you,
kissing in the rain
and lets not run away from it.
if only..

19.06.09

thank you alicia! (:
love you loads!
come back soon alright!

goodnight.

18.06.09

mummy,
why do you give birth to me in the first place?
to someone who aint capable like sister.
someone so useless that she cant even do anything at all.
someone who is always hurting others instead,
making them suffer.
someone who aint smart.
someone who is hopeless.
someone who is lazy a hundred and zillion times.
someone who aint good at anything.
someone who wastes the earth's resources.
someone who always causes troubles.
someone whom you raised up just to waste your money and effort.
someone who doesnt listen to your words.
someone who acts against you.
someone whereby she wish she wasnt born in the first place.
even though this someone still loves you,
but why, mummy, why.
i feels like my heart is tearing apart..
that i wish i could just die the sooner the better.
mummy, it would have been better to let go of what you have been holding on to.
i wish i could have let go too,
of everything i have.

im sorry,
because im a huge disappointment to you.
i should have never stepped foot in your life in the first place.
its my fault..
but all i know is that i really love you deep in my heart.
i love you

17.06.09

if theres anything that anyone dont like about me,
just tell me!

change is all i can do for you now..
so stefanie chua!
change okay!
(:
jiayou jiayou jiayou!

17.06.09

我还能为你做些什么？

16.06.09

i really really hate myself,
for everything that i've done..
especially not knowing what to do,
after causing all these troubles.

16.06.09

歌曲：回到过去

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯
时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸
不懂得轻重之分

沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影
失去平衡慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋
该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你看的世界
想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及
想回到过去

沉默支撑跃过陌生
静静看着凌晨黄昏你的身影
失去平衡慢慢下沉
又回到过去

15.06.09

my baby companion ghost in ghost trapper!
woohoo! :D
SPIDER SOMEMORE!

why is it that things just doesnt feels the same anymore
it felt restricted..
maybe its just me again.
me and my stupid pea brain!

14.06.09

lalalalalalala~
i wonder wheres qq now.
._.

13.06.09

sentosa sentosa sentosa! :D
the feel of sand = nua~

12.06.09

yay!
common test is finally over, dammit!
LOL!

i miss playing volleyball.
i miss the time to sleep..
i miss slacking...
i miss rotting....
i miss my bed.....
i miss my pillow......
i miss my bolster.......
i miss my blanket........
i miss alicia too! so come back fast! :D
and most of all i miss quackquack!!!!!!!!!
<3

11.06.09

why is it that things can just come and go so easily..?

11.06.09

anyway, 1 paper left!
which is SPT!
die already! die die die!

im still hoping you had fun had fun had fun had fun!
had loads of fun!!!!!!
and youre making me jealous!
cause im not yet 21!
i wanna go oversea too ._.
and of all places, japan!!

miss you loads!
HEART you baby! :D

10.05.09

today felt unusual compared to normally..
it seems like,
a very quiet day without you.
somemore, today is only the first day of your trip.
i hope you had fun! :D
how i wish i can have send you off.. but then again, i think it would be a T.T one!
HAHAHA!

i wonder how xy actually lasts through even though they still skype and talk.
if i were in his shoe,
im sure to cry till i goes blind!
haha!
im that noob okay!

i wanna have a in-house swing!
and kel's house sounds very the big can!
i cant imagine two 3-rooms flat being knock down and becoming one.
anyway, na & marine pract down.
2 more to go!
gg for spt!
jiayou for som! :D

09.06.09

i hope time will pass slower for you so that you can enjoy all you can..
but im selfish, so i wish that my time will pass faster..
so that i can see you soon!
bon voyage-
take care & enjoy yourself baby!
(:

08.06.09

i dont wanna be a crybaby ._.
but i just cant help it..
i think too much, always at the wrong time.
maybe my brain cells are corrupted!
they wander everywhere,
and landed at the wrong spot when needed to be use.
stupid cells..
zz.

1 paper down, 3 more to go!

06.06.09

its okay,
its alright..
people do get angry now or then,
so its really okay and alright to vent it out!
(:
tell me about it if you want, vent it if you dont mind.
just tell me that youre pissed beforehand,
and thats all it takes,
for i will be there to listen while you vent it out.
its alright, baby.. really!
:D

5th june 2009 - happy 2nd month!
hope you like the little prezzie. (:
❤baby

10.05.09

finally i met up with huishi!
that busy woman.
haha.
went to town for bakerzin with joyce & huishi.
the new york cheesecake is still the nicest!
even though i ate cookies & cream cheesecake.
we add on garlic baked chicken wings & wedges with some garlic cream sauce.
its damn nice! :D
then we decided to go take neoprints!
woohoo!
we were like the noisiest in there lah.
took it twice, cause its fun!
then joyce gotta head back for evening church service whereby she took 280 there!
haha.
then head down to ngee ann city to show busy woman my 'shy place'
and we each bought our mom a mother's day gift too.
home sweet home we go,

and to ls!
reached there late, as usual!
today i got praised! :D
my reaction was fast today.. just for the beginning.
HAHAHA!
then went to bp's mac to eat munchies!
that mini mcspicy is spicy.. cant stand the pepper.
zx was damn lame today! *xy dg me got owned by him thick thick*
cause of maplestory's mob's name.

then met qq after eating,
he drove me to some ulu-ated place. LOL!
and surprised me with a cheesecake & prezzie.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
play around abit, before driving me home.

there are times when i wonders.. or we both wonder..
does my mom knows about qq?
that cheeky face she gave me.. LOL!
cant help but wanna suspect it & laugh at it!

anyway, thank you to the people who wishes me! (:
and i will continue to love you as much as it allows.
❤ lwc

09.05.09

i dreamt of something i shouldnt have..
is it wrong of me,
to tell you about it?

maybe i shouldnt have..
it just makes it more realistic,
somehow.

05.05.09

it was about this time or maybe slightly later,
when you gave me an answer..
a month ago.
that was it, the key that brought us together.

i know for the past few days, it hasnt been a good moment for you..
especially last week.
the things that i've done,
made it so bad, that i left that key you once gave upon me,
dangling on the edge of the cliff.
to save it or not, its all up to me..
because you gave me everything that i need,
even the ways on how to get the key back.

the things that you've done for me.
i appreciate it a lot, really.

then and now,
the tears that have been sheared, its worth it, especially for you.
you told me that day,
your heart aches when you heard that i cried.
it hurts me even more when i knew you did.
im sorry for the problems i created, that literally threw us right upon the sea where no land or shore can be seen.
where nobody could save us but of no choice,
to depend on ourselves, you and me.
youre everything that i need,
to survive in the middle of the sea.
youre the key that i almost lost it that few times..
so for now,
i promise you that i will keep you safe from all dangers..
for as long as i can.

im glad i made that choice,
and i guess, so did you.

happy 1st month! (:
love you loads, baby!
<3

30.04.09

there are times when it really sucks
but
i just dont know why.

27.04.09

all i can say is I LOVE YOU LOADS!
thanks for everything & understanding it.
shall not fill in much details.
but im happy youre there for me! (:

and it was fun too, the after of course.
you broke my record of going home late.
i reached home at 3.30am!
:D
diao.er was happier sleeping, actually everyone was asleep!
lol.
<3
爱死你了！

26.04.09

i miss her badly..
that im turning into a cry baby.

24.04.09

happy birthday fenny & nicole! (:

sorry nic!
cant accompany you to nyny to have dinner.
sorry!

i think i need to get up early to go to school!
else im so gonna die from my attendance.
was yesterday a really lousy day?
even though youre supposed to be accepted in, in oct..
hmm, maybe the earlier the better
it passes by faster too!
i fell asleep again yesterday..
and woke up when my mom was just about to leave the house.
):
shes leaving for china till 6th may.
changi changi changi
popeyes popeyes popeyes
viewing mall viewing mall viewing mall
T1 T2 T1 T2 T1 T2
long bus ride is bad & i know. :D
no more 53 to bishan anymore!

cxy is bored.
& he really misses alicia!

21.04.09

just came back from dinner @ kap :D
love the time spent with you!

anyway, ice breaking seems fun this year.
but maybe cause we sort of know each other and theres more of us too (:
and theres those super zai freshie!
haha!
zude came for vb too!

seems that our timetable is gonna change again!
cause theres no break for monday & friday.
so i hope its a good one.
gladys faster come back! :D

20.04.09

i ko-ed infront of my laptop yet again..
thats, something not new..
guess im sooo tired today that i dont even know i read 2 sms?
LOL!
first day of school!
we're rather busy cause our lesson are screwed up that we gotta move everywhere.
& we got no break.. lol!
so we gotta play pity to have lunch.
HAHAHA!
lesson was alright other than the fact that theres no gladys in the class..
"the world seems peaceful"
lol!

woo, im gonna be sleep deprived!
im currently being chased back to sleep..
for sleeping only 4hours and gotta go to school at 8.
so ali... ...
SLEEP MORE!! :D
shall go back to sleep more.
im being scolded already!

9am : breakfast
10 - 12pm : cca fiesta
12 - 1pm : lunch
1- 5pm : IS
5 - 6pm : nua + cca fiesta!
6 - 9pm : vball! :D
9 - 11pm : dinner + debrief (:

woo! thats my schedule for later on!
night people! :D

19.04.09

HAHA gladys!
im not saying you though, but close.
and SORRY SHIYI!
next time we shall go eat sushi together! woohoo!! :D

went to ls today.
we started playing at 8 so its quite late.
but we had alot of fun today :D
school's starting tmr!
but im looking forward to it instead! :D
i get to see you!
and i wonder hows everything gonna be like too.
can i wake up in time for breakfast?
anyway!
<3
the sms you sent last night, even though it made me teared the first thing i do when i woke up,
but i wanna say cause im touched by what you said.
so no matter what,
i also promise you that if theres anything you want & its within my limits,
i do.
我爱你 :D

18.04.09

just came back from shopping with gladys, ky, kel & his gf ( kelyne )!
i was early for once!
haha!!
went to ngee ann city - cine - heeren - paragon - far east - wisma.
shawn cameby & then left for church.
bought 1 top, 1 dress, 1 belt & 1 flats
walked for the whole day & its so hot!
feels great to be in air-conditioned place!
then met qq before we head back home.
105 was so crowded..
._.
we were still guessing, when will my mama finds out that i've a bf.
HAHA!
maybe shes spying somewhere, lol.
i still like the huggies best! (:

going back home with you seems to be a daily routine already.
thats why it felt alittle weird yesterday..

anyway, thank you people for accompanying me to shop!
<3

17.04.09

just came back, am so tired!
been so long since we last walked that much right! :D
or was it too much sushi?
as usual, i was late 9 9!
sorry roo & lxy.
suki sushi's buffet is nice! :D
cause there is free flow of sashimi & drinks & other stuff..
then went to shop around from cine - ngee ann city - far east - cine - bugis
we even saw lxy's jeremy working at num too!
didnt expect bugis to be not crowded, so we walked quite awhile.. till we surrender and home we go!

): you were busy today..
anyway, youre closing shop already!
1 day down, 2 more days to go.

shall go try roo's pancake without chocolate chips!
im drooling! :D
school's starting soon in 3 days time!

16.04.09

just came back from ls.
though played a match only today but its still fun today.
i like that exercise corner!
why doesnt toh guan has it too?
its so fun lah! :D

went to sentosa in the afternoon.
nua nua nua as usual!
there wasnt much sun today though but my face still got burnt!
so its red now.
i broke a record!
i bathed longer than 8 freaking guys who only had 3 shower toilets if im not wrong.
woohoo! :D
had dinner at sakae!
we ate 1 hour of buffet. haha!
the food at harbourfront is nice :D

everything has its first time..
so today i had one of my first too. (:
<3