05.05.09

it was about this time or maybe slightly later,
when you gave me an answer..
a month ago.
that was it, the key that brought us together.

i know for the past few days, it hasnt been a good moment for you..
especially last week.
the things that i've done,
made it so bad, that i left that key you once gave upon me,
dangling on the edge of the cliff.
to save it or not, its all up to me..
because you gave me everything that i need,
even the ways on how to get the key back.

the things that you've done for me.
i appreciate it a lot, really.

then and now,
the tears that have been sheared, its worth it, especially for you.
you told me that day,
your heart aches when you heard that i cried.
it hurts me even more when i knew you did.
im sorry for the problems i created, that literally threw us right upon the sea where no land or shore can be seen.
where nobody could save us but of no choice,
to depend on ourselves, you and me.
youre everything that i need,
to survive in the middle of the sea.
youre the key that i almost lost it that few times..
so for now,
i promise you that i will keep you safe from all dangers..
for as long as i can.

im glad i made that choice,
and i guess, so did you.

happy 1st month! (:
love you loads, baby!
<3