Friday, July 31, 2009

30.07.09

i guess the weather's fine now.
the storms are over,
and clouds are slowly clearing up.

its gonna take some time..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

29.07.09

if i could say my last to you, and put it all behind..
i would like to tell you that,

im sorry for stepping into your life,
and
everything that i've caused.

28.07.09

因为对你还有感觉,所以很期待的想看见你
可是同时,因为所发生的事,
我便害怕于不敢面对你。

i feels like a loser cause i cant face you at all!
im a big fat ass loser!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

25.07.09

what are friends you mentioned to be,
when it feels like i've just lost one instead?

what is consider normal to you,
and not to feel awkward when youre treating me like this?

you can say that nothing is wrong,
but the way you act is another thing, isnt it?

Friday, July 24, 2009

24.07.09

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

08.07.09

i dont know why im still having connection at home
but whatever it is
:D
im happy!

everytime

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

07.07.09

i think im gonna be internet-less at home for this whole week!
gosh!
i think can die without connection!
makes me wanna camp in school even longer till the connection is back!
lol.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

05.07.09

i held my tears back on the last walk of funeral while i witness those who cried.
throughout the whole 5 days,
it wasnt good.
because im tearing for the wrong reason,
that very reason..
i feel bad for my grandpa but its just in my head,
to have it colliding with yours,
im sorry
because im the one causing it.

so i guess,
its gonna take a longer time than what i expected,

because youre the first i remembered when i woke up..
neither food,
nor toilet,
i dont know why..
all i know for now is that, its not gonna be an easy one.
im hoping time will pass faster,
because i know the things i'll be doing sooner or later would be unfair to you..
or should i say mean?
maybe its just me..
but i hope you would not mind because its not on purpose.
and i thank you for everything you've given to me which i took it for granted..
thank you so much!
its my fault afterall so.. (:

stefanie chua is soooo gonna get over it!
dont think so much.
SMILE SMILE SMILE!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)
:D :D :D :D :D
(: (: (: (: (: (: (:

thank you steph, gladys, alicia because i know you'll be there when i need you.
and of course km waikin ky for all you've done.
thank you so much people!

Friday, July 3, 2009

03.07.09

"it takes 2 hands to clap"
its nostalgic to see this again

everything that has been mentioned, its the same..
its like a cycle,
whereby you'll see the same view over and over again no matter how much or how fast you cycle.
maybe once in awhile, you'll get to see something new out there..
something like a rainbow, newly added to that view of yours
that will be the little change you'll see as you go on.

to give is to receive
are you willing to wait in return for something you want that might take durations to happen?
or
will you give up and choose another way out?

to compromise
to change for the better
to go on like this..
how long will it take?

Thursday, July 2, 2009

02.07.09

thank you alicia for the cheesecake!
its really nice!
where you bought it? :D
lets go bakerzin next time!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

01.07.09

the part that _____ the worse,
is the most important one
touch it,
feel it,
and never let go of it,
no matter how it is
because..
its in human's nature to regret it once we lost it