Wednesday, September 30, 2009

29.09.09

ahhhhh! vb chui siol! my estimation chui liao can, dig ball also chui, everything also chui! spike balls just pew pew all the way only, if not kena wrist. just one sian only can! sigh! anyway, i ran almost 6 rounds today! im proud of myself :D first time run almost 2.4 without stopping can, though i dont know how long i took, haha! mj-ed before going for training @ jocelyn's house. pretty tiles!! LV one can! and talk about that, i forgot show ks & steph the tiles i took pictures of! tmr tmr tmr! i hope i can remember, hehe (:

tmr mj again! but @ pork house instead, lol. then, sakae buffet after that! been so long since i ate sushi! (: especially, salmon sashimi! yum yum! and i want sit with jw! cause he knows how to hide food pretty well, HAHAHA! :D me want tian tian steamboat too! when can we have that?
oh oh! i shall go try my bakerzin's snow skin mooncake! yay! (:

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

28.09.09

love drunk is nice! makes me wanna drink baileys, haha! anyway, today vb is chui! just one sian, dont know why! sigh.. and im limiting myself to next tues! for now, (:

Monday, September 28, 2009

27.09.09

"if its yours, no matter what, it will still come back to you."
its all fated, you cant run nor can you hide.

this, i heard it a lot, no matter who is it for. if its yours, it will be. if not, no point holding on to it. you'll be the one suffering in the end. so.. i guess, its time to let go. i do not know how and what to do, never did i know. be firm with what you've decided, remember that? maybe, we just dont have the fate to be together. so relax, and put everything that has ended aside and cool down. you should, you really should. it'll definitely be better, right? (:


went to ls today! im still craving for vb matches though.. my service is like -_- cause, most of it is ball smack over the white belt, then heng heng bounce over! and i gotta moveeeeeeee!! just pu the floor only! jiayou stef chua! anyway, shall keep myself busy, like what gladys said else i would anyhow think! so, mj at kj's house tmr @ 11am before training! training is at 6pm though, so i think maybe can mj gao gao! depends (:
jiayou quack, jiayou my love, <3

Sunday, September 27, 2009

26.09.09

things just seems to pass so fast, that i cant seems to keep up to it. neither am i catching up to it. time really waits for no man, its only a matter of days but im still running away from it.. just call me chicken or pussy, whatever. i wont deny it either, cause its a fact. im missing you a whole lot, still loving you, today made me realize that. the sight of the sky, the time that passes by, memories of the past similar to then, the actions that i was holding back, all was there except you. it aint easy, but will there be another chance? another chance to prove to you that it will be better, for you and for me, especially myself. its all about me, my problems and i.

happy birthday to seah buang buang again! (: i dont know wish you how many times, but just wish only! maybe the more wishes we wish you, the more your wishes will come true! hehe (: jiayou zx! a good friend indeed, turned 18 and still growing! sure took you long enough just to go home even though your mom called you! :D hope you enjoy yourself today! and dont let the caterpillar eat your new phone away ._.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

23,09.09

went to sentosa to sun-tan today with steph and gladys!
fun fun (:
the sun's pretty good today and its very windy too!
im chao ta!
then went to have dinner, shop around with them and off we go..
things at home, aint the same anymore.


its all my fault, and i deeply regretted,
that things happened this way.
i wasnt there for you when you need me.
all i did was just stand by there and cry, that was all i did.
i was useless then,
even now, im still useless, till the end it will still be.
i can no longer step forward anymore,
no more.
because i dont want this to happen to you ever again.
to get stuck there
and to not move on,
i do not know what else anymore.
im sorry.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

19.09.09

roadshow is so boring!
but its cause theres nothing for us to do.
bleah!
gotta tahan for the $$!
pfft!
and i cant go to clarke quay's bk to eat drumlets!
cause today is korkor's birthday!
teehee..
so old :D
like..
erm..
like..
8years older.. than me,
8 + 19 = 27!!
:D :D
happy birthday! (:

and i miss you today ._.
i dont know what to do now though :/

Thursday, September 17, 2009

17.09.09

i feel feel feel x 1000000 so bad!
i didnt mean to say you joyce!
SORRY!
im really sorry today ):

16.09.09

wendy jiejie quoted, "letting go, is not giving up. its just accepting that somethings arent meant to be".
i agree.. but nonetheless,
letting go aint easy either.

i hope everything will be alright..
jiayou stef!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

16.09.09

It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry
It's funny how forever never seems to last
It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past
It's funny how when you need someone they never are around
It's funny how people change and think they're so much better
It's funny how many lies are packed into one love letter
It's funny how one night can contain so much regret
It's funny how you can forgive but not forget
It's funny how you always strives for the best and yet everything does not turn out the way you want it to be
It's funny how ironic life turns out to be

But the funniest part of all, is none of them seems funny to me.
credited to yj.

16.09.09

silly girl!
stop crying, alright!

16.09.09

): sorry.. i suck.

16.09.09

sigh..

16.09.09

i just dont know what the f is your problem?
youre giving me the attitude,
as if i have been showering late these few days.
im telling you, i didnt!
today was just the first time ever since so long ago that i showered so late.
its not like, you've been irritated by me not showering recently.
instead of saying something like, quickly go shower, you smelly pig or whatever..
you chose to pick a fight..
i know you dont like the fact that i shower late, cause its dirty and i always nua..
but at least, after im done with my stuff,
im going to shower right?
its not like im not going to shower.
so, i just dont know what is your problem today.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

15.09.09

me love you whole lots!
<3
shall not anyhow think anymore!
no more!
:D

aww man!
the interview just changed from 4 to 6 or earlier!
we're soooooo gonna be late for training!
):
stuck at home..
40min more!

oh oh, i cant wait for steamboat with vballers too!
and this fri-sun's roadshow.
$_$
then can have more steamboat (:

15.09.09

AHHHHHHH!
STEF CHUA!
YOU THINK TOO MUCH THIS TIME!!!
its nothing!
(:

Monday, September 14, 2009

14.09.09

gladys wong!

im fucking fucking pek cek!
how can someone be so &#$^@*&^$&#@$!!!!!!
things are there because there is a reason, no matter how stupid the reason might be..
be it, just imitating people..
is it that hard to just say it out?
its like damn irritating can..
ZZZ!!

you know what i mean,
right pb? :D

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

02.09.09

im going zx's house later!
lets maple!!
HAHAHA!
okay, maybe mj.
it depends :D

i think i've been going out everyday ever since exams ended,
and its alot of vb vb vb + dating
woohoo!
oh man, why didnt i join vb during sec school!
darn!

lets forget the irritable! (: